the hardest thing? a feeling of being lost. i said to myself, "now what?" you're thrown into this alien world that you have been sheltered from you're entire life. it was difficult and i believe a suffered a minor breakdown. but it's all good. there comes a point in time when you just have to be yourself. i was no longer a witness, so i didn't feel like living a lie anymore. difficult decision to make, but i wouldn't have it any other way.
and if they are right and i am going to die at armaggedon, so be it. the opposite would be to live a life that i loathe just to make other people happy.
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